Happy Birthday NORI!! Thats my dog... Yes I celebrate his birthday too. Anyways, I went for  my drug testing on tuesday and that  was pretty interesting.  For those of you who didn't know, I am now working for Hawaiian Airlines in customer service.  So when you fly and check in, make sure you look for me.  I only work sat and sundays. 

School sucks and it always has, but it is getting to the point where I don't feel like  doing any studying.  I hope its just a phase and I will overcome it, I gotta do good on  my tests. 

Summer: Well I'm taking 3 classes, so apparently I have no summer.  I know that I have to go to Kahi Mohala to do my  clinical, and probably might end up there after I finish school.  Nah, I'm not teasing that place, I'm just putting myself in that postion.

Well some of my friends come back from the mainland, so hopefully I will get to  spend some time with them.  I will make an effort at least!!!

Life: Its getting better day by day, so I'm looking at it in a postive way.  Yesterday I was really down, but then my mom took m shopping and bought me 2 gold chains and a diamond pendent.  So sweet of her yeah... I love my mom so much, not because she buys me things, but she cares and supports me when I'm feeling like shit.  She listens to my bitching and never gets mad.  Thats the kind of people you thank God for

Well so much for a spring break... Out of anything that can happen, the worst must occur.  Here is to  Travis Mitsuda..we will miss you  much.  Don't know why things happened this way, but you will always be in our hearts....  I know you will be taking care and watching over us up there....

Well  I was actually looking forward to a great and fun spring break, but it just didn't turn out that way.  I got sick so I never got to go out, then I had some personal life issues, that I thought I was over a long time ago. and now the passing of  my friend.  I guess all of these things happened for a reason, and soon I'm going to find out, or at least try to.  It may take a while, but I know  GOD has his plans and I'm just going to follow.

Out of all that has happened, I'm begining to try and live my life to the way I want it.  I'm trying not to worry about hurting other people's feelings and putting thier feelings in front of mines, I have to move on with life and not live life in thier favor while  hurting myself.   Life is too short and that is a fact, one breath and it may your last.  I cannot wait, if I do, I may not be able to do what I want in life...

I just feel like crap right now... I thought I was ok, but I'm not... Its hard losing people in your life especially when its least expected... I'm outta here.... miss you trav!!!!!!

Thanks to all of you that showed your love  and care for me !!!! lol, anyways 4 days till I  turn 21.... I don't know what im going to do yet, so we'll see in a few days  and Ill update after RESTING!!!!  School sucks, I feel so overwhelmed., but so far Im hanging in there....  I'm going to vegas next thursday, hope I win something...

Yes Kristi you are of  my soccer buddies... We had so much in high school... 

Farrett you monkey... stop reading my entries....there not for you...

Boyfriend status: none still not ready for anything.. Just want to have fun and not worry about dramas.. Taking everything slow...

This past weekend, I actually went out.. I went  to a party in kapolei.. pretty nuts.. I didn't drink, just took a sip to make skip happy... Then kory couldn't drive so I had to drive and his  suv is standard... I never drove standard in my life until that  night.. I was so scared... Kapolei is a far drive especially for driving standard and not knowing what you are doing... Anyways Im proud of my self becasue I was able to do it without dying or whatever you call it.... So that was the high light of my weekend...

Have a great weekend and best of luck to the super bowl addicts... Don't gamble too much!!!!

Long time I didn't write.... Anyhow, I start school on tuesday... Not looking forward to it., but then again gives me something to do....  I haven't really thought what my new years resolution could be, I guess because I can't just pick one.  There are so many. 

So people left to go back to school....I wish them all  a good semester and I'll see them when they come home... TL,, BU,NG, SU, RS, and EH....

If..... I had my way, I'd like all the people in my life to get along with each other and not feel any hurt or hate towards one another.  Impossible you say?? Maybe, but then  there is the possibilty for it to happen... Thats when you say its a miracle...

Friends....

To all: Thanks for being there when I wasn't feeling good and talking to me at 6 in the morning.....

Yuki: I don't know what I would  do if you weren't there to listen to all my  problems... I know I have a lot, and Im sorry I talk your ears off, but having  you here, helps so much... Even our late nite talks makes me feel thankful for having friends like you in my life..

GN: I can't make you feel better if you don't first start within yourself...Its all in your hands, and I can't go on worrying about what I did wrong....But I can pray for a promising future, that somehow we will remain friends........

To my soccer buddies,,,, you know who you  all are... have fun in the freezing temps... I still think about you guys.... I never forgot about our fun times....Take care up there...